It is really sad when a therapist ask you when you close your eyes what is your happy place... and all you can think of is....you alone by a lake...with a life starting inside you...
The alone bit alarms me the most...
Monday, 28 February 2011
Old Couples
I used to watch these couples in the restaurants, when they sat quietly and drank their wine and cut into their steak...occasionally they exchanged a look, or a small talk...I used to watch them and tell myself that would never be us...
I suppose one never knows what life will trow at them...but where I am now is the place I least expected to be...not being able to say what you want...or just too tired of saying it too much...holding back and watching life walk passed you...
Is it too much to want to move on with life, progress, the normal stuff, have a home...a family...future...as far as expectations go, I never imagined those as being expectations, I thought of them the norm of life...!
I suppose one never knows what life will trow at them...but where I am now is the place I least expected to be...not being able to say what you want...or just too tired of saying it too much...holding back and watching life walk passed you...
Is it too much to want to move on with life, progress, the normal stuff, have a home...a family...future...as far as expectations go, I never imagined those as being expectations, I thought of them the norm of life...!
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