Therapy

Usually my first inclination about therapist were....well they are people who just sit in a couch and listen half sleep...until the buzzer goes off and then they give you some bullshit about your childhood feelings and time is up....

my first experience with one, went rather interestingly....I found out I am Normal...yappee...and looks like I am right about most of the things I say and the feelings I have and we just gotta fix someone else now....

which I guess were the problem lies...because if it was me...then I could kick me to fix me....

Shooting

I had a rather strange experience over the weekend...well in fact I have had a few rather strange feelings and experiences lately....it has been a while since I wrote...so no one to blame really...

We went shooting....yes shot guns and moving clay pots and all that...I think I might have even shot a bird....as far as feelings are concerned at first instant i felt sick...really sick...my hands were shaking and not because the bleeding gun was heavy mainly because i was put on a spot to do something I wasn't quite sure about where I stand with as far as principles concern to avoid the risk of being called a party pooper or NOT fun....

of course the sickness went away after a few rounds and we established that I am natural...but thinking about it now...I think I would never jokingly say 'if I had a gun i'd shoot you right now!'...I am worried it could actually happen since now I know where to get the gun from :-)