I am not barging ahead so fast now, for I have realized that accomplishing a lot could be a hollow victory if I exhaust myself in the process. The problem is the current objectives may be very demanding, but they're only a small part of a much larger set of goals, and I truly think I have waited long enough and have been patience enough and supporting enough...sometimes I worry and doubt whether we actually share the same goals...and even thinking about it breaks a little of my heart....but then again I am good at moving on and not letting little set backs annoy me...so I am going to get some sleep; it's more crucial to reserve some energy for tomorrow than to overdo it today....

It feels like I have reached a point where it doesn't matter what I want now, for I have to balance everything with the needs of someone else.

However, I guess I must be careful because you cannot just bury your emotions...can you...and avoidance as a strategy does not work in my favor, but neither does overreacting...ya ya I know all of that.... perhaps I can prevent a minor disagreement from turning into a significant problem if I simply consider other people's feelings, too...but what if the other people are self absorbed and are not considering my feelings?

Future

I think no matter how busy one is, it's crucial to set aside a block of time where you can sit and dream about the possibilities ahead or freely talk about your hopes for the next phase of your life with a the one you love..you other half so to say.

I always think it is important to have long-term goals and if we make time to takes our mind off the everyday noise of our job and give ourselves a break; will have a better focus and instead of worrying about tomorrow or next week,we can extend our vision much further into the future.

I guess the only worry is that what if the other person doesn't share the same dreams!!!