Wednesday, 12 May 2010

ConDemNation....

In this era of uncertainty, we can no longer feel sure of what's possible or impossible.

We can't be certain of anything! I am sure when DC was shaking hand with the Queen (Not Kissing Hand..Shaking!) last night, he was pretty pleased with the distance he had traveled.

Distances can be deceptive. So too can speeds. Last week he couldn't have possibly be sure how fast he is traveling . Nor was he certain about how much ground he had recently covered. Maybe even at some point he thought he was completely stuck, he was certainly to assume you he is getting nowhere.

I suppose he was actually waiting in exactly the right place for the perfect opportunity.

Perhaps we should take a page from his book...that distances are deceptive and opportunity could be about to present itself much sooner than one think and consider every option optimistically today... including the option of doing nothing!

Monday, 10 May 2010

Move a Mountain

I don't understand what is happening...and I am fed up...It feels like I need to move a mountain now...even with my sheer determination, that's more than I can reasonably expect to accomplish.

I don't know; if I was being an optimist I would have seen this as an omen...I would say that it means I have to look at some way of accepting the mountain in its existing position and finding an easier way to get past it, round it or even, possibly, over it....but hey lets face it..I am NOT... realistically I can't do the impossible...certainly not on my own within the realms of what's actually viable...but I do wish there was something that would magically set the choices and right answers....

Sunday, 9 May 2010

Don't you just hate it when you read your horoscope and it says : "You haven't got a 'problem'. You have an incredible opportunity"....oh P*** off....what the hell does that mean!!!
Even the most accomplished tightrope walkers practice new manoeuvrings close to the ground. They only get up on the high wire when they are comfortable with the steps they have to take. I now feel up in the air, wishing that I didn't have quite so far to fall.

It is funny when I think about it, I should though be very experienced in the exercise. It would be easy if I wasn't so aware of the consequences of making a wrong move.

I try to push this to the back of my mind. Walk on with confidence and not let the circus of life make me feel I am in any danger - I just need to get the hang of this new challenge and I will be fine with it.
When I get lonely these days, I think: So BE lonely!!! I guess I have to learn my way around it...right?